Talking To The Moon

hari ni girl A tu still tak berubah. bukan setakat hari ni. dulu, semalam, sekarang, esok n maybe selamanyaa. still girl A tu belum mampu nak berubah. hati tak dapat dijangka kann? huhuhu. againnn, girl A tu memang malam bertemankan tears. what a pathetic life she had kan. tapi what to do. girl A mampu tersenyum ceria kat depan sume orang termasok UNINTENDED tu. *cube cover her true feeling just not to lose him. LOVE IS BLIND kannn. no calls, no texts, but still she thinking of him like crazy. obviously she still love him like crazy. untung UNINTENDED tu. dah curi hati girl A tu but tak bagi balik bila die dah walked away from her. he makes her suffer much. kesian. girl A tu masih rela buat ape je sampaikan berhabis for him just to meet him. girl A tu tetap nak jumpe UNINTENDED tu walaupun gril A tu sendiri tau die memang akan getting worst bile jumpe UNINTENDED. but loves courage her. what a strong feeling she had. girl A tau she supposed to stop but die tak mampu. takde sape dapat tolong die. girl A tu just mampu nak share kat bestfren die jer how much she suffered. BFF die tu je yang tau everything. praise to God coz girl A tu ade BFF yang memahami mcm tu. girl A tu suffering sampaikan die having insomnia most of the time. kadang2 tu sampai die punye disease tu attack balik. *girl A tu ade heart disease tau. kesian girl A. hopefully girl A tu mampu tolong diri sendiri to stop loving a person yang tak appreciate die tu one day. Aminn.

UNINTENDED

*citer girl A with her unintended B :)

sume orang ade first love kann. korang punn. manusia biasa yang tak lari dari ade feeling jugak. well. still with UNINTENDED. its mean something okayy. its stand for a nickname for someone. he also mean everything for girl A tu. asal girl A tu after balik jumpe die je kan, mesti a few days after that girl A tu akan terKLMJ sendiri. ohmaigadddd. kelakar lah kann. tapi kesian jugak. sakit kut pendam perasaan nie tau. ape nak jadilah ngan girl A tue kan. kate move on tp not even one relationship lepas break off ngan unintended tu success. hati hati. huhuhu. girl A tu just cant stop loving unintended B tu padahal die dah happy kut ngan orang laen yang jaoh better dari girl A tu. tapi demi Allah girl A tu tak pernah pun interrupt relationship diorang. girl A just tetap bersyuko sebab she still dapat friended n jumpe unintended B tu lagi n lagi. sokey even its just as fren. tp everytime they met, girl A know he getting more n more love his girlfie. sokey lah kann. janji diorang bahagia. orang salu kate, kalau kite betul2 sayang orang tu, kite mesti nak tengok die happy kan. :') same goes to girl A. how she miss him everyday. but sape lah girl A nak rindu milik orang kann. girl A tetap put a hard effort nak back to realistic. but it worth her then. girl A decide just akan stop be friend with unintended B bile die dah officially marry that woman in one fine day. hopefully diorang kan kekal sampai bila bila. Aminn. 

KLMJ Bagai !

haaaa. dunno how to start derr. sokeyy. since deera bukan jenis yang kreatif sangat. lemme start it directly here. huhuhu. u ols know what, deera actually tengah midterm break now. tapi tak balik sarawk ponn. still here in college dok diam diam kat kampus jer! -.-' huhhu. hari tu bercuti kat kuching jap for a few days. well. deera balik semata mata untuk seorang kawan yang sangat bermakna dalam hidup deera. tapi deera je tau hakikat tu since die dah ade yang punye. so, let it still be my secret kann. *kawan deera tu laki okayy. enough if deera just mention his name as ZAM. until now on, deera dah kenal die more than 5 years. my 1st love kut. huhuhu. okayy. nak dijadikan cerita. its been awhile tak jumpe die. n bila dapat tau deera dah cuti n he is currently kat Kuching for some courses, deera berabis spending for Kuching trip tau. lastly i met him. Alhamdulillah. 

nak dijadikan citer. malam yang die fetch deera kat airport tu, i was so extremely HAPPY n tuhan je yang tau kot. huhu. but still we ol tetap mcm dulu. asal jumpe je banyak gadoh. aiii. sabar je lahh. p sokey then, as long as deera dapat tengok dia, jumpa dia. tu dah lebih dari cukup. but then, happy tu terOFF seketika when we both kat bank. he just standing next to me. time tu die tengah buka wallet die. n deera terBrokenheart for awhile. i saw his girlfie photo inside. okayyy~ deera faham. back to reality. deera sedar balik status deera with him. so i just ignore the jealousy. keep my head up, keep strong, n keep smiling sampai die tak pernah detect pun deera jealous. tapi deera tak pernah berniat nak interrupt relationship dieorang k. happy for him. enough for me bile die still wanna be my fren. :') n deera until now still have a positive feeling wshing they will last until ever. Aminn.