Hey hey readers! Must be wondering why yeahh? Kononnye. Huhuhu. Well. Entry deera hari ni agak lah sadis sedikit bunyinye. Amboii! Amik kauu. Sadis kut. Sadis tu tak lah tah sangat tapi sedih tu ye lah kut. Hm hmmm. Katne nak mula ehh?? Errrr, let me start it randomly ikut paleotak yang tengah serabut ni okayy? Akan cuba disequencekan jugak ikut a guud manner of story. Mak aii. Bagai budak creative writing bagai. Kelas kau jahh. Huhuhuhu.
Emmmm?? Amende pulak the old-time-favret memories deera kan?? Is it barang, manusia, or what?? Andddd, this is the answer for segala persoalan tuh. Am mentioning bout SOMEONE. So, get it kan?? Of coz lah about a human being, a person , a male so called my friend. FRIEND?? Like seriously not now. It was just before. Why so?? It was just before im declaring that we r not even a friend anymore. We r totally stranger by now. By any chances, i wont even gonna try to look forward for him anymore. It just a waste! Dea dah taknak jado kawan deera. Dea dah buang deera. So, its time for deera jugak untuk buang dea serela hati deera exactly macam betapa relanya dea. Sound ridicolous?? But thats the fact now. Deera bole jadi sekejam and sekeras manusia bila orang request deera jadi camtu. Tapi lepas ni, memang takda dendam dalam hati deera untuk dea. Its just rasa terkilan tu akan kekal sampai bila bila.
Alahamdulliah, praise to Allah for giving me such a great strength to let him go. Deera bersyukur jugak deera mampu buat keputusan yang seem like deera tak pernah mampu buat before. Deera dah taknak jadi orang yang terus kejar bayang bayang orang yang sebenarnya dah lama nak buang deera n when he get the chances so this is it. Sokeyy then. Dalam hidup memang sentiasa ada orang yang akan pergi dan datang. So, deera positifkan jugak diri deera. N now, after tujuh tahun deera kenal dea. This is the end of us. N deera keep praying to God, kitorang takkan pernah ditemukan lagi. Aminn.. Cukuplah complicated friendship degan dea tu.
Emmmm?? Amende pulak the old-time-favret memories deera kan?? Is it barang, manusia, or what?? Andddd, this is the answer for segala persoalan tuh. Am mentioning bout SOMEONE. So, get it kan?? Of coz lah about a human being, a person , a male so called my friend. FRIEND?? Like seriously not now. It was just before. Why so?? It was just before im declaring that we r not even a friend anymore. We r totally stranger by now. By any chances, i wont even gonna try to look forward for him anymore. It just a waste! Dea dah taknak jado kawan deera. Dea dah buang deera. So, its time for deera jugak untuk buang dea serela hati deera exactly macam betapa relanya dea. Sound ridicolous?? But thats the fact now. Deera bole jadi sekejam and sekeras manusia bila orang request deera jadi camtu. Tapi lepas ni, memang takda dendam dalam hati deera untuk dea. Its just rasa terkilan tu akan kekal sampai bila bila.
Alahamdulliah, praise to Allah for giving me such a great strength to let him go. Deera bersyukur jugak deera mampu buat keputusan yang seem like deera tak pernah mampu buat before. Deera dah taknak jadi orang yang terus kejar bayang bayang orang yang sebenarnya dah lama nak buang deera n when he get the chances so this is it. Sokeyy then. Dalam hidup memang sentiasa ada orang yang akan pergi dan datang. So, deera positifkan jugak diri deera. N now, after tujuh tahun deera kenal dea. This is the end of us. N deera keep praying to God, kitorang takkan pernah ditemukan lagi. Aminn.. Cukuplah complicated friendship degan dea tu.
Deera mesti move on. Instead of thinking of those thing, its better if deera focus to my journey toward a better future. Deera nak habiskan degree deera leklok. In Shaa Allah, kalau berpeluang n mampu lagi, sambung belaja lagi. And penuhi segala impian deera sendiri. And yang paling penting, dengan hati yang ikhlas, deera buat everything just for Mama n Papa. N kalau ya pun dea memang dah buang deera terus, its okay then. Deera still ada Mama n Papa, and kawan-kawan deera. Tu dah lebih dari cukup coz selama ni dea memang dah avoid deera much. Good for him then. Thanks yeahh. From now on, ur name wont ever be in my mind. Just memories tu yang deera takkan mampu delete. THanks for the smile u curve on my face all this while. Assalamualaikum :')
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