CAMPING CAMPING WE GO!

dah a few weeks tak update entry kann. okayyy. entry kali ni,, deera nak story pasal camping. errr, camping ekk?? best?? emmm, at first tu mmg la kate tak best but almost toward the end tetibe rase best giler camp tu. bagi deera yang memang jarang go for camping ni, feeling yang agak shocking bila terasa diri sendiri rasa sangat seronok pulak dapat gi camping ni. hehe. whats a miracle la kann. HAHA. emmm, deera hari tu join camping untuk persatuan unit beruniform kampus deera. just for u all punye info, since jadi student balik ni, well.. kene la jalankan tanggungjawab jadi student balik. kene join those activities la kann. deera kat sini join National Kesatria. tough giler kut. deera pulak memang a type of person yang memang sensitif cket. 'fragile' hati ni katenyerrr. mudah pecah. handle with care! HAHAHA. mane tak nye, kene tengking sikit dah tertouching pulak hati nieh. mak aii. tapi so far okay la kut. hehehe. i kawad tau u ol! hehhehehe. okayy. back to the main topic, deera hari tu prgi camping kat Taman Rimba Komanwel, Rawang. around 45 min jer dari kampus deera kat Puncak Perdana tu. tempat tu ade kuil india pulak. kat pinggir hutan. sunyi tapi tepi jalan. tapi seriau jugak. huhuhu. okaylaa. cukup cukup la with mukadimah yang panjang lebar tu okayy. kite cite ttg camping tu pulop. hehehe. niehh, mai, i nak habaq kat u ol! *amboiii. hahaha 

sekhemah with deera

kawan kawan secamping 

Prince & Princess "Kacang" Team

before pergi tu, hujan lebat giler kut. belum prgi mmg dah basah kuyup nye pun. aiii. sedih betul. hahaha. tapi takpe. kesatria katenyer. mesti kuat. hehehe. :P emmmm, sampai je kat camping site, kiteorang terus dibahagikan ikut group. group tu pulak name kartun animasi malaysia kut. so deera dapatlah group animasi 'Kacang'. okayyyy. "Kacang"?? sumpah deera tak pernah tengok cartoon tu. tapiiii, nasib baik lah groupmate ade yang pernah layan "Kacang" tu. huhu. selamat sikit dari blur yang teramat tu. ahaha. macam biasa la kann. kalau dah dapat group name, mesti kena prepare sorakan and logo kononnya. hehe. logo kiteorang kacang soya pakai crown. comey giler. credit to budak group deera yang good in art tu. tak macam deera ni. meme ke laut le drawing nye bohh. ahahaha. dah tu kiteorg ada aktiviti lain pulak. macam biasa lah aktiviti camping tu kann. macam macam ada! ;D the next dayy, ni aktiviti deera paling semangat giler join. hahaha. senaman pagi! I SUKE GILER DANCING OKAYY! AHAHA. ikut rentak music tu best giler. luv it damn much. memang aktif gler lah kalau part tu. hahaha. emmm, then paling "seronok; tu bile part kene 'grenade' *meniarap kat atas jalan tu ala2 tentera gitu. padan muke kes kene denda la nie u ol. hahaha. siap goleng3 kut atas jalan tu. hahaha. tu lah denda terakhir yang kiteorg kene before end of camping tu. then petang tu kitorg gerak lah balik kampus. *2 hari 1 malam je punn. hehehehe. balik balik kampus, badan lebam lebam sakit sakit. nampak kan kepenatan nye disitu. hahaha. lain kali taknak camping lagi dah. sakit badan ni pun tak sudah lagi. lebam tu pun still ada lagi. takmo dahh. cukuplah pengalaman tu. huhu. ;)

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CRAVING FOR LAKSA SARAWAK

THIS IS ONE OF DEERA'S FAVOURITE FOOD TAUU ! currently craving for it. lama lagi nak balik Sarawak nie. ohmaigadddd~ 


#nahhh. nie resipi favret food Deera! HEHEHE

Paste Laksa Sarawak

Bahan-bahan : anggaran 200 gm

• 8 biji bawang merah*
• 4 ulas bawang putih*
• 10-12 tangkai cili kering*
• 1 inci lengkuas*
• 1 sk ketumbar
• 1 sk jintan manis
• 1 sk jintan putih
• 3 biji buah keras*
• 2-3 batang serai*
• 1 inci belacan bakar*
• 1/4 cawan kacang tanah (digoreng)
• 1/4 cawan bijan (digoreng tanpa minyak)
• sedikit garam
• sedikit minyak utk menumis

Cara-cara :

1. Kisar lumat bahan-bahan yang bertanda *.
2. Bahan-bahan seperti jintan manis/putih, ketumbar, kacang tanah dan bijan dikisar/ditumbuk halus terlebih dahulu sebelum disatukan dengan baha-bahan bertanda *.
3. Panaskan minyak. Tumis bahan-bahan tadi sehingga keperangan. Tambah garam dan sedikit gula. Kacau rata-rata.
4. Simpan di dalam bekas yang bertutup dan masukkan ke dalam peti sejuk sekiranya ingin menyimpan lama.

Laksa Sarawak (Resepi II)

bahan-bahan : 6-8 orang makan

• 200 g pes atau perencah laksa 
• isi ayam secukupnya (direbus dan dicarik halus)
• 1/2 kilo  udang basah 
• 1 bungkus mihun (direndam dan dicelur)
• 4 biji telur (didadarkan dan dihiris halus)
• 2 batang serai (diketuk)
• 200-250 ml santan pekat
• garam dan gula secukup rasa
• taugeh (dicelur)
• sedikit daun ketumbar (diracik)
• limau kasturi secukupnya (dibelah dua)

Cara-cara :

1. Sediakan 2 liter air dalam periuk. Jerangkan. Kemudian masukkan udang yang sudah dibersihkan bersama serai. Rebus hingga udang masak. Kemudian toskan udang. Air rebusan tadi jangan dibuang. Sebaliknya masukkan pes laksa dan kacau menggunakan api perlahan. 
2. Masukkan santan dan perasakan dengan garam dan sedikit gula.
3. Masukkan mihun ke dalam mangkuk, letakkan bahan-bahan seperti taugeh, telur, daun ketumbar, isi ayam dan telur. Tuangkan kuahnya dan perahkan dengan limau kasturi. Hidangkan panas-panas. Untuk menyedapkan lagi rasanya, masukkan sedikit sambal udang kering. 

Resepi Sambal Udang Kering 

bahan-bahan :

• 6 biji bawang merah (dikisar)
• 2 ulas bawang putih (dikisar)
• sedikit belacan bakar (dikisar)
• segenggam udang kering (dikisar/ditumbuk halus)
• 4-5 sudu makan cili kisar/cili giling secukupnya 
• sedikit air asam jawa
• garam dan gula

Car-cara :

Tumiskan bahan-bahan kisar dan cili kisar tadi hingga pecah minyak. Perasakan dengan garam dan gula dan masukkan air asam jawa. Kacau hingga pekat.

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SELAMAT MENJAMU SELERA !

PAST IS PAST. PRESENT IS PRESENT.

well. no one could wait for such a long time kann. same goes to UNINTENDED. at one point, dia dah pun give up. a few moths later, tengok tengok, dia dah ada girlfie baru. sokey then. ak dia kot. huhu. just what make girl A disappoint sangat ialah tak expect pulak secepat tu. how sad girl A time tu. tapi what to do. dia sendiri yang decide to stay away from him. but still diorang kawan even until now. and girl A still sayang sesangat kat UNINTENDED tu. hurmm. love is blind kann. *UNINTENDED tak tau yang girl A still sayang dia sesangat tau even girl A dah try to turn her heart away from him and start ti distract it when she started to force herself accept orang lain dalam hati dia. but, it just affect nothing. :( . padahal UNINTENDED dah happy dengan girl baru dia and they last until now. praise to God kan. dah memang jodoh dia dengan girl tu kut. story about his new one, girl tu almost have the same name as girl A. tu sebab girl A tak expect yang UNINTENDED dah ada girlfie baru. sadisnyeee. girl tu sama age ngan girl A jugak but just she was away better than girl A coz dah berkerja pun while girl A still struggling much on her degree level of study. 

NOW

girl A dah place herself jauh dari UNINTENDED. she pursue her study on higher level which is Degree. dia start to learn to accept the fact yang dia bukan jodoh UNINTENDED. tapi diaorang still kawan. still jumpa sometimes. and still, girl A still willing to do anything for him. how love she was kann. tapi bagi UNINTENDED sayang tu dah takda kot. maklumlah dah ada girl yang tersayang kann. :') bahagia sangat dia. Alhamdulillah. dalam ke'happy'an UNINTENDED with his relatonship, girl A tetap single. coz many times she have tried to have someone in her heart, dia tetap tak mampu replaced UNINTENDED. and lastly she decided to stay single. its better that way katanyaa. :')

END OF STORYY -TAMAT-

TEMPORARY FAIRYTALE OF HER

back to girl A punye story. keep in love with UNINTENDED. setahun yang die spend was a wonderful year she have before she had to move away  to her hometown. every weekend, UNINTENDED come over to girl A's place just to met her n accompany her. what a bliss weekend she have kann. UNINTENDED tmankan dia makan, study n have a longer conversation with her just to spend a lot of time with her. just tuhan je yang tau how happy the girl was. so lovelyyyy. awwww~ :) . emmmm, tiap kali school  breaks pulak, UNINTENDED sure akan temankan girl A kat terminal before depart balik hometown. giler tak happy girl A tauu. same goes tu bila girl A balik dari hometown, sure ada je UNINTENDED tggu dia. so sweet. until the last day girl A have to spend kat situ before she move away to hometown, UNINTENDED rela je jumpa gilr A for the last time kat terminal before balik padahal it was still too early in the morning. :') . 

AFTER SHE MOVE AWAY

girl A\and UNINTENDED still go on with their relationship. sweet kann. even terpaksa. they started their phase of long distance relationship. kesian kann. ermm, but still they could see each other. UNINTENDED sometimes come over jumpa girl A kat hometown dia. its happend for such a long period of time. and sampai satu moment tu, UNINTENDED got his job kat town yang just a few hours away from girl A punya hometown. a bit nearer rather than jarak before. but still they have a long distance relationship. but dioerang makin kerap kumpa coz semakin dekat. how lovely they were kann.

TWO YEARS LATER

girl A dapat tau her disease got worst balik. girl A tu suffer on cardiovascular disease. tapi tak sapa pun tau include her boyfie UNINTENDED tu. girl A tak suka tengok orang kesian kat dia and layan dia macam orang yang tak sehat. and she worried of losing him. relationship UNINTENDED and girl A makin tak okayy and menjauh. ni sebab since girl A dapat tau she getting worst again, girl A getting down. dia sedih sangat. dia penat dengan segala treatment and appointment yang dia kena attend kat hospital. then, girl A decided to let him go. dia taknak susahkan UNINTENDED dengan sakit dia. and diorang pun break off. sayang kann.... hmmm. :( *tapi both of them tak break senang senang jer. for a few months, UNINTENDED tetap tunggu girl A untuk berbaik, but still girl A tak berubah fikiran and she come clean with UNINTENDED yang dia sakit. and still UNINTENDED tggu lagi. tapi still girl A tak berganjak. dia sedih sangat sebab semuanya tak menjadi seperti apa yang dia harapkan since dia start sakit balik. so pathetic. :(

LIFE UNEXPECTED

ONCE UPON A TIME :

girl A terpaksa study jaoh dari rumah. girl tu memang forever alone. after a year something she placed herself study kat tempat orang, die TERkenal ngan sorang mamat nie. mamat tu lah UNINTENDED tuu. dieorang kenal mcm unexpected jer. its start from kes salah number jer. girl tu run out of credit da. dei nak text kawan yang baru tuka num. then die pegi lah publci fon, dgn tujuan nak call kawan die yang td tu n dgn konpiden nye die igt number baru kawan die tu without brought her fon along ke public fon tu. then, nak dijadikan citer, die tersilap dua number last number kawan die tu. tak pasal pasal its a male voice yang answer the fon. tak puas hati sebab male yg jwp, die try pulak pakai her fon. *die terus topupkan fon sebab tak puas hati. dia tekan balik num yang sama same like yg die contact kat public tadi. still, its male. they started to text each other marah2 tak puas hati. 

THE NEXT DAYS

UNINTENDED tiba tiba text. girl A blur jap. but girl A reply jugak. they start to know each other n berbaik. in a short period of time, dieorang bole jadi kawan. a few days lepas tu, dierang jumpa. *kebetulan UNINTENDED tu tinggal area area tu jer. they met each other. they getting closer. so sweet! :) diorang keep contact each others. but still they r friend. 

ABOUT A MONTH LATER
time tu dah school break. bebudak school macam girl A opkoz dah cuti. so, girl A balik lah hometown dia. they still contact each other jugak. sampai lah satu hari tu, time tu girl A tengah bercuti kat kampung mama die with her cousins. its on 6 Dec 2006. nak dijadikan cerita, UNINTENDED propose girl A tu jadi GIRLFIE dia. girl A happy sesangat. time tu tuhan je yang tau how happy she was. without thinking much, girl A accepted his proposal to be his girlfie coz girl A mmg dah falling in love kat UNINTENDED tu. hehe. ;)

 *masa tu girl A tu baru nak masuk form three. at the end of her form two. UNINTENDED baru study Dip in Public Admin kat IPTA. 

~to be continue

Talking To The Moon

hari ni girl A tu still tak berubah. bukan setakat hari ni. dulu, semalam, sekarang, esok n maybe selamanyaa. still girl A tu belum mampu nak berubah. hati tak dapat dijangka kann? huhuhu. againnn, girl A tu memang malam bertemankan tears. what a pathetic life she had kan. tapi what to do. girl A mampu tersenyum ceria kat depan sume orang termasok UNINTENDED tu. *cube cover her true feeling just not to lose him. LOVE IS BLIND kannn. no calls, no texts, but still she thinking of him like crazy. obviously she still love him like crazy. untung UNINTENDED tu. dah curi hati girl A tu but tak bagi balik bila die dah walked away from her. he makes her suffer much. kesian. girl A tu masih rela buat ape je sampaikan berhabis for him just to meet him. girl A tu tetap nak jumpe UNINTENDED tu walaupun gril A tu sendiri tau die memang akan getting worst bile jumpe UNINTENDED. but loves courage her. what a strong feeling she had. girl A tau she supposed to stop but die tak mampu. takde sape dapat tolong die. girl A tu just mampu nak share kat bestfren die jer how much she suffered. BFF die tu je yang tau everything. praise to God coz girl A tu ade BFF yang memahami mcm tu. girl A tu suffering sampaikan die having insomnia most of the time. kadang2 tu sampai die punye disease tu attack balik. *girl A tu ade heart disease tau. kesian girl A. hopefully girl A tu mampu tolong diri sendiri to stop loving a person yang tak appreciate die tu one day. Aminn.

UNINTENDED

*citer girl A with her unintended B :)

sume orang ade first love kann. korang punn. manusia biasa yang tak lari dari ade feeling jugak. well. still with UNINTENDED. its mean something okayy. its stand for a nickname for someone. he also mean everything for girl A tu. asal girl A tu after balik jumpe die je kan, mesti a few days after that girl A tu akan terKLMJ sendiri. ohmaigadddd. kelakar lah kann. tapi kesian jugak. sakit kut pendam perasaan nie tau. ape nak jadilah ngan girl A tue kan. kate move on tp not even one relationship lepas break off ngan unintended tu success. hati hati. huhuhu. girl A tu just cant stop loving unintended B tu padahal die dah happy kut ngan orang laen yang jaoh better dari girl A tu. tapi demi Allah girl A tu tak pernah pun interrupt relationship diorang. girl A just tetap bersyuko sebab she still dapat friended n jumpe unintended B tu lagi n lagi. sokey even its just as fren. tp everytime they met, girl A know he getting more n more love his girlfie. sokey lah kann. janji diorang bahagia. orang salu kate, kalau kite betul2 sayang orang tu, kite mesti nak tengok die happy kan. :') same goes to girl A. how she miss him everyday. but sape lah girl A nak rindu milik orang kann. girl A tetap put a hard effort nak back to realistic. but it worth her then. girl A decide just akan stop be friend with unintended B bile die dah officially marry that woman in one fine day. hopefully diorang kan kekal sampai bila bila. Aminn. 

KLMJ Bagai !

haaaa. dunno how to start derr. sokeyy. since deera bukan jenis yang kreatif sangat. lemme start it directly here. huhuhu. u ols know what, deera actually tengah midterm break now. tapi tak balik sarawk ponn. still here in college dok diam diam kat kampus jer! -.-' huhhu. hari tu bercuti kat kuching jap for a few days. well. deera balik semata mata untuk seorang kawan yang sangat bermakna dalam hidup deera. tapi deera je tau hakikat tu since die dah ade yang punye. so, let it still be my secret kann. *kawan deera tu laki okayy. enough if deera just mention his name as ZAM. until now on, deera dah kenal die more than 5 years. my 1st love kut. huhuhu. okayy. nak dijadikan cerita. its been awhile tak jumpe die. n bila dapat tau deera dah cuti n he is currently kat Kuching for some courses, deera berabis spending for Kuching trip tau. lastly i met him. Alhamdulillah. 

nak dijadikan citer. malam yang die fetch deera kat airport tu, i was so extremely HAPPY n tuhan je yang tau kot. huhu. but still we ol tetap mcm dulu. asal jumpe je banyak gadoh. aiii. sabar je lahh. p sokey then, as long as deera dapat tengok dia, jumpa dia. tu dah lebih dari cukup. but then, happy tu terOFF seketika when we both kat bank. he just standing next to me. time tu die tengah buka wallet die. n deera terBrokenheart for awhile. i saw his girlfie photo inside. okayyy~ deera faham. back to reality. deera sedar balik status deera with him. so i just ignore the jealousy. keep my head up, keep strong, n keep smiling sampai die tak pernah detect pun deera jealous. tapi deera tak pernah berniat nak interrupt relationship dieorang k. happy for him. enough for me bile die still wanna be my fren. :') n deera until now still have a positive feeling wshing they will last until ever. Aminn.