12.12.12 :)

12.12.12~ nice kan date tu? memang ar takde pape meaning pon. tapi its look nice. n people sebok lah nak hapdet nyer di laman laman sosial n tak terkecuali lah deera. nice kut. tapi there are some people yang entah papa entah sebok dok mencarut pasal orang laen update status n tweet tarikh tu. hello sayang sayang deera sekalian, tak hidup dalam negara yang mengamalkan demokrasi ke? lalalala. kita hidup dalam kalangan manusia yang memang ada hak kebebasan diorang sendiri as long asa tak menimbulkan isu-isu yang sensitif kan. so biar lah orang nak update apa okayy. kalau tak suka, bole delete je account social network korang tu. okay tak suggestion deera? okay tak okay tak? hehehe. emmm, okayy. tu mukadimah entry deera kali ni je actually. hehehe. 

its been awhile tak update anything kan. takpe. tengah menghapdet nyer ponn. hehehe. anyway, banyak perkara yang berlaku dalam beberapa hari ni. ada yang sedih. ada yang happy. emmmm, rase2 korang deera nak story tang sodeh ni ka or hok senang dulu? hehehe. emmmmm,, let me think yeahhhh. *buffering jappppp* hehehe. okayy. yang sedih dulu. then toward the end, happy. so from this kind of face :( will convert to this kind of face :) okayy? hehehehe.

korang tau tak, deera bengang sangat kat sorang mamat ni. urghhh. tapi asal nak bengang kan. bukan boyfie deera punn. dea ni kawan deera since dok kolej ni. kadang2 deera tak rase kiteorang mcm kawan. kadang tu deera rase mcm kiteorg ni teman tapi mesra. tapi entah lah ehh. hehehe. blushing kut nak citer actually. tapi dea suke buat deera happy. sampai selalu gtau deera tujuam dea nak berkawan deera is just to make me happy sepanjang deera study tempat orang ni. and yeahh, so far he did it well. dea selalu bawak deera jalan jalan, outing. dinner sama. dea suka temankan deera without ever say no. i felt like i have a great appreciation first of all! awwwwww~ so sweet! ahahaha. perasan gila kann. emmm, tapi lately deera rasa sangat lain. i dunno either its love or what. LOVE?? OMG OMG OMG! i dont think so. hehehe. tapi tu lahh. deera slalu tengok facebook dea. and tetiba hari tu nampak a girl post on his wall kata rindu kat dea n suruh dea cepat balik. *kawan deera tu ore kelate (Kelantanese)*. errrr. RINDU DEA??? kate takde girlfie?? adoiii. deera jealous ke??? NO NO NO! ye ke takk? err, pun tak tau la korang. huhu. everytime we both jumpa, deera slalu gak saiko dea, tanye dea betul ke takde girlfie. and still. he answered me the same answer. huhhhh. mana nak percaya ni? HATI ke DEA? emmm, apsal nak sebok kann. bukan boyfie deera pun. tapi deera tak tau apsal deera tengok post tu, deera mcm sedih je. hmmmmm. takpe. kalau betul tu gilrfie dea, deera akan jaga jarak nanti. :(

hari tu deera seat for banyak test tau. and one of the subject dah bagi balik result test. and deera macam tak percaya yang i got the highest mark for that test padahal deera selalu mengadu kat mama yang subjek tu susah giler. and im so suprised tengok the result?? betul ke tu result deera?? haaaaa. wow! bukan nak riak. tapi diri sendiri tak percaya. dapat je result terus called mama, then cry. mana tak nya, deera tak tido revising for that subject. and Alhamdulillah, ada balasan untuk effort deera tu. thanks Mama n Papa too coz keep supporting n for their doa tu. :') deera belaja untuk diorang and deera nak diorang bangga dengan deera sampai bila bila. Amin. but its just a beginning. me shud no that. hopefully deera mampu bertahan and kekal konsisten dengan keputusan macam tu. :)