MY EVERYTHING

MY EVERTHING?? haaaa. tu entry deera kali ni. apesal MY EVERYTHING? sebabnyerrrrr, deera nak story about orang2 penting dalam hidup deera. tapi deera tak mampu nak mention sume kut. ni just certain of them jer. terfikir nak update entry ni tadi time texting ngan Mama. she is my everything btw. :) luv her so muchh. tadi texting with Mama just to update life kat sini. tiba2 teringat nak tanye mama pasal cousin deera yang sorg ni. kebetulan tadi deera layan lah Facebook jap. tetiba mate ni stuck kat satu status si cousin deera ni. dea mention that she was so tired of shopping brg hantaran. BARANG HANTARAN?? okayy. something fishy there. u ol know what, deera just knowing that cousin deera dah nak engaged. okayy. outdated nyer deera since jaoh dari family ni kan. so i asked my mom is that true. n yeahh. definitely the answer was yes. tap satu question yang memang tak expect dari mama. "Kakak nak tunang jugak ke??" amboihh. bagai ade calon nye punn. adoinye pun mama ni. -.-' . then tiba2 open topic about jodoh. deera jawap question mama with such a long essay kut. *SMS je kut! HAHA. emmm, deera bgtau la Mama, deera takse feeling pun nak getting married, engaged or having any commitment nor now or ever. just kalau dah jodoh tu terima jelah nanti. segalanya di tangan tuhan. ajal maut jodoh kita di tangan tuhan. kannnn. so, then i told my mom memang tak lah nak tunang jugak pun. deera selesa dengan life yang memang takde boyfie. am still a student. life kat campus dah memang tak terurus sangat since kesibukan jadi student yang tak pernah suda. so takde masa nak fikir about nak layan boyfie at the same time. kalau bole sampai tua pun deera taknak kawen. then, unexpected reply from Mama. "baguslah kalau macam tu, belaja selagi mampu. then dapat keja bagus". errr, okayyy. buffering. ahaha. support pulok dea. Alhamdulillah. Mama memang faham deera. ehehehe. then deera jawap lah balik, deera baru 20, memang tak lah nak fkir nak macam tu dulu. yang penting nak habiskan study and balas jasa parents dulu. Papa n Mama dah penat didik deera jadi manusia yang dah jejak ke tahap ni, so deera sepatutnya habiskan dengan jayanya pelajaran deera kann. :) tak perlu nak ada boyfie pun. ada family. ada kawan. ada Mama n Papa pun dah cukup. :)berkawan biar beribu kann. ajal maut n jodoh pertemuan di tangan tuhan. kita hanya merancang n hanya Tuhan yang menentukan. :)

parents deera

brother

bestiess 

*p/s Text Mama in melanau language, so sory if tak faham. tapi related je dengan entry deera tu ;)